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Sunday, May 07, 2006

Path Of A Fallen Angel (Manga)

Darkness of a slient soul part 1 (Manga)

Darkness of a slient soul part 2 (Manga)

Small Manga Storys

(Inuyasha Manga) Battleship_Maria

'InuyashaRoleplaying' Msn

Inuyasha Fanart

Flyff

Fanfiction

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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
2may06 - made by janko (second story)

once there was a girl

and there are many boys
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but this girl was special

she looked better than the other girls

but not as good as a model

as she grew older

she became a little bit aware of her surroundings

she knew that other girls, used men for money

she said to herself one day

"I can sit on my bum for the rest of my life and do nothing, because I look good"

but she wasn't the best looking girl

Keeping in mind, this girl is still around her 18-20 years

so she kept on going to school

but not trying so hard

she just did enough work to get a pass

everyday, she would wear clothes to attract other boys, so she can use it against them as a seduction act

the boys helped her all the time

and not all of these boys saw her as a sexual object
:
but would want to be nice to her

take her out for a coffee

and get to know her nicely, like a gentleman, tell her jokes, and talk about the future

but this girl just wanted to have fun

she wanted to party

she wanted to go with boys with big muscles

she wanted to be with boys who had lots of money

boys, who wanted to be with her in bed for just one night

but she didn't realise this

time and time, her heart was broken

and she thought over the years

why? why? WHY!!!

why are boys doing this to me

Keeping in mind, she is now 22-25 years old

still living with her parents

and her mum and dad buy her the things she needs

like food, clothes, fun accessories, a car

and she even gets pocket money

well look at it this way

her life is not bad

boys "don't" like her, but she can live comfortably

hey, she thinks

maybe one day, I will find a prince, or a millionare who will love me

maybe, could be, would be

the world has many people, 6 or even 7 billion somewhat

and not everyone has the chance to be a princess, just like Mary who married Prince Edward of Denmark

she was lucky just once

but, everyday, she dreamt

just like every girl dreams every day

but boys dream too

there are boys out there, who have low self esteme

boys who think

ok, I am not the best boy out there

I am no good for any model, or good looking girl

But these boys could be the best husband

and would help any girl

well
again and again, her heart is broken

and she remembers back to the first boy she kissed in highschool, which wanted her for her, not for her sexual appeal

or for a 1 night meeting

she thinks

Oh, how I wish I could turn back the time

but this cannot be done

this can only be done in a fairy tale, which the majority of girls/ladies/women live in

sure she is a Princess, but we are living on planet earth

and it is only until the age of 25-30

that our girl realises

that she is in a mistake

that it is not about taking

it is not about marrying someone for their money
:
or for what they have

it is the partner and the person that they want

someone they can talk to

she realises that it is more personality

than materialism

but... well.. she is now in her 30's

and still no husband

just play boys that she has met over the years

having joined a dating website, and numerous lines
she is unsuccessful

so one day

she decides to go out with her Girl friends who are in the same position

and they go to some dating program

where single older people come

and exchange information, and have quick dates

our girl is very depressed, she cries nearly every night

and wishes she had woken up earlier

the boy she loved and could've spend her life with in peace and harmony has married an average girl, who was realistic, but is mature and prepared to take on the role as wife in society

and the boy is prepared to undertake the role as the husband, but mutually, unconditionally, LOVE...

now

back out girl

she meets Barry

Barry has already been married

and has 2 children

our girl marries him

and it is not the first time she has been in the bedroom
:
our girl is experienced

but lets leave this for another time

Barry beats our girl

and it adds to the extra depression that stipulates to a point, where she thinks, that life is not worth living anymore

our girl becomes pregnate, and Barry finds another women

what a bastard

I guess Barry was one of those guys who was familiar to our girl when she was younger

those guys with money

and those guys who are football players.

Barry found another woman

now our girl gives birth to a baby girl

and she is a single mother

living everyday

raising a child
:
suffering

but she is living

hoping

that one day when this child will grow up

that it will not have to go through the troubles that she had to go through

maybe there is hope

that one day

the baby girl will be taught a lesson about life

and maybe there will be a new generation

where girls will be more mature

and realise

that men are not their slaves

but men are unconditional lovers

who will love a woman in everyway

but he expects the same in return

the end

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Thursday, April 06, 2006
April 06 - Happy

Today is a happy day ^^
Cause i am going to change course to Digital Media Desgin (DMD)
Last year cause 'I make a fool of myself' infront of interview people = Can't get in ><

You know why i say 'I make a fool of myself'?
cause i say too much truth...
my relative and friends say i stuipd say all truth for wat?
that time I thought all people like the TRUTH ,so i tell them the truth than i didn't get in...><

They say interview time must say some lies so i can get in easyer
so i learn one thing the interview person like to hear LIES...
so i got to remember to lie next time

today i go test drawing , colour blind test and INTERVIEW!
Interview might be my worst nightmare cause it never go well for me ><
well today i got interview and i 'forget' to lie ><
(i talk lesser for lesser danger ,so safe ba?)

after the three test the teacher say 'not all can get in , so if u got a call from us than you are in if not mean not in ...'

I sweatdrop cause i see a guy drawing very pro wow...O.O
i scare others like him than i sure die (i don't want to be weakest><)

Well i wait for like 2 hrs no call :(
than 12pm i got depress feel like a snail (but i can't crawl in sch can i? ><)

Till 1.55pm i got a CALL :D
It from DMD people(YEA XD)say i can change course

what will you do when u are 'very happy'?

kiss everyone near u ?
hug everyone near u ?
Cry happliy?

well i don do those
i will do...
feel like on air fly and dance around and around (abit like ballet type)
but i only think in fanasty world only.. ''XD
cause if anyone see i like that they might think i crazy lor ><

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Online game story?-4 april 06
Make by Janko

*And select class*

*Nurse*

*Dictator*

*Liberist*

*Politician*

*Model*

*Zoo Keeper*

*Please make your choice*

*Talk to Randal when you have made your choice, and he will promote you*

*Dog is chasing you*

*Dog uses tail to attack you*

*Dog hits your for 3 dmg*

*Dog is angry and hungry, Dog does super tail hit*

*Dog hits your for 14 dmg*

*Lighting strikes, weather changes, Dog gets scared and runs... You now have 11 hp left out of 50 HP*

*You can see Randal sitting at his desk, as you stand there partially injured*

*Randal approaches you and talks, "Are you okey miss?"

*He examines you thouroghly*

*Randal: I think you should go to see the school nurse*

*All of a sudden the school atrium door blows open!! the dog runs out and several people follow"

*All you can see is smoke, and you can visualise the outline of a person crawling"

*To your first impressions, it appears to be the janitor*

*But as the smoke clears, you now see, what lies on the ground is the outline body of the school nurse*

*You are now shaken, and can hear the roar of something terrifying, something which makes the ground shake beneath your feet*

*The hair on your neck is standing*

*Randal trys to grab your hand*

*But he is too scared, and runs away with the crowd*

*You look around, and no one is there... You had now wished that you had followed everyone, and selected your class*

*You quickly recover your health to a level which alows you to stand up and support yourself. You quickly asses the surrondings and notice that you are in a place that resembles a ghost school"

*No one is to be seen*

*You decide to look around, and as you are a curious person, you walk upto the atrium, to look inside*

*The door is open slightly, and you know your belongings are held inside your locker. Your Parents will have your head for not bringing your backpack and report card home*

*You also know that there is a hand phone in your backpack which will alow you to contact someone for help*

*As you approach the atrium door which is opening and shutting automatically, even though it is an automated door, there is no one there to open it*

*You wonder what is happening?*

*Could this be the worse day in your life?*

*As you walk upto the door, it stops in the open position and you are instantly shocked*

*All you see is white as you fall to the floor and faint*

To be continued

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

I copy the picture out (from saiyuki)

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I copy the picture (from saiyuki)

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Friday, February 10, 2006
Emotionless am I?

Today than i know
I everyday very emotionless

My friend told me I have no expression
Like a robot
Some even thought i eat drug ... so i have no emotion><'''( I never lor)

Now than I know
The people who eat drug , face is ''Emotionless one''
I thought they look very sick only ><''''

They say my face like very cold , stone and ''Stress - free''.
Say very good
Funny i thought if i look so emotionless
Than how come
They still like to see me ?( I'm suppose to be very ''cold'')
They say see my face no stress
They also feel better .

Cold face can make others feel better ?
That werid...
And more werid is I cold face ''can'' make them LAUGH...><'''''

They a bit like riona also
make me feel a bit like a clown
But see them smile make me happy a bit too><
Going to change class a not?(My class girls go complain today, I see them talk i -_-'''.............feel poor thing to that person )
And do they mean it that they were gald to be same class as me?

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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
About my A group ''L''ame class

Some teacher say A group which is my class is the best
I thought best mean ''should be first wat''.
But my class get the locker in last
Take bus to outing last(I think they forgetten us><)

In class
When i want to sleep too noisy
When i want to study too noisy...
Sometime i wonder why ny class so noisy -_-''''
I can hear bad words in their chatting every day
I can also hear techno in class everyday
I don''t think this is a study room
More like a fm station ( can order music lor ;X*so many DJ><*)

I thought of other class almost as worst as mine...
But ... I talk to one from D group pupil
She say hers too quiet , my class better ...

That kinda of werid I think
Isn't quieter better?(can study in peace)

Yesterday I choose two CCA that is like
1*Draw anime stuffXD
2*Go learn dance in simei iteXD(can go visit max lor)

These days got a Lame enemy
I call him turtle
He not really bad but he like to disturb all girls...
These day always want to fight me...
Wa lao he better sleep in his shell and keep quiet :~''
Stupid turtle...

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